Careful who you give your heart to



Good Morning!

 

Good morning!

to get or not?

i'm thinking of getting this on my wrist.

what do you guys think?

tough tough week

it has been a super tough week! left me with body aches all over.
sighz.

if my lifespan is up to 80, i'm sure it has been reduced to 50 already. just so so so shagged.

have ideas for ahgirl. but heart is willing the flesh is not. =_=

*big sigh*

ideas ideas, flying around. nv quite landing. i need an extra day between saturday and sunday i swear!

stay positive!

 

fear

we all live in fear, fear of losing things, of having not enough things, of losing out,

we fear rejection, losing pride, being last, of self percieved danger, of people, of change, of aging, of people replacing us

but why is there fear, because of our wants. we hold on to too many things, like a shopper gone loose in a mall. we carry too much like donkeys under slave-drivers, we want too much like a kid with limited vocabruary,

yet, no one is to be responsible for all these that is happening now, becoz all of use contributed to it.

we didn't say 'no' to the education system. we didn't say 'no' to our bosses, we didn't say 'no' to the temptations.

we allow all of these to happen.

which is why what you fear most iwll always come back to you. which is why life is full of lessons, u attract what you think.

wonder why is the system like that now, becoz, of fear, they fear that better people will rise above the current leaders, they hold back their knowledge, they fear hiring people who are better than they are, for fear they will be replaced, they fear speaking against them, for fear they will lose their jobs,



the whole world lives in fear everyday

what is sad now is not people doing evil, but people not daring to speak up and let the evil continue.

merry x'mas2012

Merry X'mas in advance!

All i want for X'mas is you~

Blueapple's Funnies

 Boh chup #1

 Boh Chup #2

*Bang Bread*

Blueapple is just too funny for words. LOL

New Friend

New friend, Grumpy Octtie. 

Book review 1 - 找回快乐，不需要改变人生

in case people don't know, i love reading. haha

anyways, got this book by chance when I was shopping for my 2013 organizer, walked past it and just found it very 'me' haha.

the author is taiwanese i assumed la. i love the many 'quotes' like phrases in the book and small tips at the end of each short chapter to be happy. 

even the titles for each chapter are quite thought provoking such as 人生一路走来都是亏欠。Direct translation would be we all owe debts as we walk our paths. it's true isn't it, the moment we are born we owe our parents, and as we grow we owe friends, lovers, siblings, family and even passerbys. So, the best way to repay is to live well, if not we will do wrong to those who sacrificed for us. 

i would put it on par with Tuesdays with Morrie, coz this author shared alot of stories about herself, the death of her mom and life in general. 

maybe at my age, when death is quietly creeping up around me, i felt more aware of it? heh.

of coz, not saying that i fear death la. it's a natural progression of life i suppose. just.... = shrugs=

to end off, would be with one of the phrases in the book,

人生这条路需要我们去探索，并不断持续下去， 只要你相信路的尽头不是尽头，可能是另一个起点，你所面临的人生将绘然不同。 

Don't stop, never give up!

childcare rant #2

i think it's #2, anyways... just really need to get this off my chest, this mother hen of mine. really on my nerve!

「一个人久了」

「一个人久了」

一个人久了，会懒得恋爱­..

一个人久了，会越来越喜欢听歌­..

一个人久了，电话会常常忘记带­..

一个人久了，对爱情会越来越挑剔­..

一个人久了，除了寂寞点外还是蛮开心的­..

一个人久了，会慢慢变得成熟起来­..

一个人久了，会比以前更重视更爱父母，更重视亲情­..

一个人久了，对所有的节日大多没什么期待­..

一个人久了，听到看到别人一对对的很甜蜜，心里多少还是会有些介意­..

一个人久了，会喜欢买很多鞋子，带自己去很多很远的地方­..

一个人久了，会觉得无拘无束自由自在天宽地广­..

一个人久了，爱情会变得越来越不重要，取而代之的是钱和事业­..

一个人久了，会越来越理性，越来越现实­..

一个人久了，即使有一点点无聊和寂寞­..

但是游走在自己的街道上，什么都可以无所谓 没有任何束缚­，

即使很多人都在疑惑­你，为什么没有告别一个人的时光...­

因为­...

一个人久了，会上瘾的...­ ツ

cat fight

 Colleague who absolutely pissed me off at work, keep shooting arrows my way.

tried my best to tolerate her.

but even nice people have their limits and yup, I won. 

I don't like to open my mouth unless needed, becoz i know i am super merciless but she asked for it. =shrugs=

Have you ever...

had lots and tonnes of ideas while on the way to somewhere and thinking that it's you will pen it down later....

and when you get to your desk and suddenly your mind decided it's time to shut down. 

=_=

Travel : Tioman August 2012

went to Tioman during the season of raya. and i don't recommand it. lol~ all the malay food places are closed, no ramly! =< oh wells. 

truth is, i've been to Tioman lots of times, and i googled reviews on Tioman and some i feel didn't do justice to it. 

there are many resorts on the island and i've been to a couple over the years, maybe just a quick summary on those that i've been to?

Paya Beach: been there the most number of times because it's more affordable and tourist friendly as in food wise and some touristy shopping. duty free alcohol is available on most islands so i'm not counting that in. Beach wise, over a 100m long? dunno how to guage but not too bad, snorkelling is good, there's some rocks within swimming distance and if you're lucky u can spot the resident sea turtle feeding there. I've seen stingrays there too. but that's off the reef, get a strong swimmer to accompany you if you are not very confident in the waters. There rock falls behind the resort also, so can do abit of trekking.

Panuba: it's a very short beach with only one resort, the panuba Inn, found it by chance during a travel fair and  that i manage to book it, and afterwards i lost the contact. whoops. anyway, think they only accept 4pax min per booking. The adventure then was that u can actually trek to another beach, call the ABC beach, the trek was quite fun, =) like jumping down the huge rocks and stuff. keke.

alright, enough babbling, in short, Tioman is my special place <3 p="p">

ahgirl went on this trip with me too. =D

at Tanjong Gemok (sp?) waiting for the ferry

decided to walk ard the perimeters of the place because we had time to kill

As it was the Raya period, there are stalls set up across the road selling some kueh and stuff.

in the ferry, almost reaching Tioman

Lunchtime at the chinese run resturant where they share their wifi

To the Rock Falls

Tadah!

Paya Beach Resort

another shot.

sunset at paya beach

Chilling and just getting a tan.

Danger lurking........

AH! KILLER!

Dead. ok. I have no idea why i so morbid. but random me do random things. lol

What's a holiday at the beach without jumpshots?

Revived.

the zi char at the chinese resturant. whoops, we finished eating liao

bye Tioman, Till we meet again.

snorkelling pic =) 

everyone look the same with the mask la. lol