tough tough week

it has been a super tough week! left me with body aches all over.
sighz.

if my lifespan is up to 80, i'm sure it has been reduced to 50 already. just so so so shagged.

have ideas for ahgirl. but heart is willing the flesh is not. =_=

*big sigh*

ideas ideas, flying around. nv quite landing. i need an extra day between saturday and sunday i swear!

stay positive!

 

fear

we all live in fear, fear of losing things, of having not enough things, of losing out,

we fear rejection, losing pride, being last, of self percieved danger, of people, of change, of aging, of people replacing us

but why is there fear, because of our wants. we hold on to too many things, like a shopper gone loose in a mall. we carry too much like donkeys under slave-drivers, we want too much like a kid with limited vocabruary,

yet, no one is to be responsible for all these that is happening now, becoz all of use contributed to it.

we didn't say 'no' to the education system. we didn't say 'no' to our bosses, we didn't say 'no' to the temptations.

we allow all of these to happen.

which is why what you fear most iwll always come back to you. which is why life is full of lessons, u attract what you think.

wonder why is the system like that now, becoz, of fear, they fear that better people will rise above the current leaders, they hold back their knowledge, they fear hiring people who are better than they are, for fear they will be replaced, they fear speaking against them, for fear they will lose their jobs,



the whole world lives in fear everyday

what is sad now is not people doing evil, but people not daring to speak up and let the evil continue.

merry x'mas2012

Merry X'mas in advance!

All i want for X'mas is you~